“They accused me of being the general command of the rebellion in Southwest China. They said, because you went there, Guangdong had turmoil. They put me in the most wanted list for ten years. My name was given to all airports, train stations, and bus stations. Had I been spotted, I would have been arrested. I heard that it might be more. Friends in Guangdong told me that my photo was placed in the airport security check point. Many photos, but you were among them. The second you would appear, they would have detained you and transferred you to the police. Because of that, my workplace fired me. My apartment was taken away. I lost my teaching job at No. 8 High School. Since then, I lost everything. Some people said, intellectuals did not understand real life. Wrong. Intellectuals know the real life best.”